Silver Bullets do not kill they simply wound
I have played deadlock for a long fucking time. not as long as a lot of people but longer than anyone i know who actively puts time into it. Silver Deadlock is a character I feel a really deep connection to. She is someone who has a literal animal within her and is a slave to her inhibitions and worst processes. a deadly encounter with near death caused her to turn to drinking gambling and raw physicality to become even somewhat successful and even then she will likely die of her own impulse before she gets better. thats the thing that gets me. She activley wants to be better but cant. the hold her vices have on her is too strong to break without overly demanding and painful self reflection and external support. This is where i find myself now. A slave to my vices ruining every good thing I have. I do not get territorial about kins but. Silver is me in so many ways I cant see anyone else but myself in her. I wish i didnt but I do. I wish i didnt but here we are. Lailah Silver is me in almost every way.